playing in the background: cry me a river, by i forget who. sheeesshhh!!!! last sunday i went to sajama cut's travelling freakshow at de'basic. actually it was evonica who organized the event, and awfully, it went not that great. the sastro didn't get enough guest list for the whole band, crew along with our management team. in short, i didnt get any free pass, and somehow i kinda got pissed off by it. more over, he was there, just blending in so well with his girlfriend. aarghhh, i'm such a stupid person with a fragile heart and a too-kind-personality to match! darn it!!

anyway... the crowd was a lot larger when the sastro was performing, rather when sajama cut was playing. so we, the management team, took it as a winning score. YES!! met caca, reza acin, hikmah there. of course with others as well. but the for of us [+ rege after he's back from stage], were haing our own great time, dispite the h0rror truth of our left side view. i can't believe it, even rege told me to keep my chin up, and fight! pfftttt ....

checked in at hilton with my girlfriends!! it was so fun, we girls hanging out again just like the ol' times. so so ...magical. too bad we didnt get the Jack D we wanted! ahahahaha

after that i went to church, and sang with my collegues. i cant believe i can sing like that!! people were congratulate me and i feel so blessed by what i have been given. it's absolutely marvelous to thing about! i feel overwhelmed ... thanks a lot Jesus :D